i'm going to have to stop this. i mean, it's interesting, and i *want* to continue... except my issues are choking me again, and draining my energy to boot. ::rolls eyes:: some days, it's not worth chewing through the straps in the morning, and it doesn't even have anything to do with other people!

but anyway, don't you dare say you're sorry for triggering me or something silly like that! i chose to participate in this conversation, so, you know, responsible for my own anxiousness, here. except now i have to bow out, cause i'm trying not to hyperventilate at work.

my poor pell. oh, well, better a stick in the mud than the neighbors...

-bs